Fragmented Souls & Breaking Soul Ties

1 Timothy 5:21-22 King James Version (KJV)

21 I charge thee before God, and the Lord Jesus Christ, and the elect angels, that thou observe these things without preferring one before another, doing nothing by partiality.

22 Lay hands suddenly on no man, neither be partaker of other men’s sins: keep thyself pure.

A must-hear episode of the Weekend Vigilante with Sheila Zilinsky. Breaking soul ties and healing your fragmented soul:

2 Corinthians 6:16-18 King James Version (KJV)

16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.

17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you.

18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.


Canary Cry Radio Interview with Dr. Michael Lake

Gonz from the FaceLikeTheSun YouTube channel interviews Dr. Michael Lake on God, the Shinar Directive, CERN, witchcraft and the occult, the Tower of Babel, portals, Nimrod, supernatural experiences, spiritual warfare, divine protection, prophecy and end times events. Definitely worth a listen:

Sleep Paralysis


This post is another work in progress and will be updated continuously with new information. Please check back.

Sleep paralysis is a phenomenon in which a person, either falling asleep or awakening, temporarily experiences an inability to move, speak, or react. It is a transitional state between wakefulness and sleep, characterized by muscle atonia (muscle weakness). It is often accompanied by terrifying hallucinations (such as an intruder in the room, see post: Lilith the Night Hag) to which one is unable to react due to paralysis, and physical experiences (such as strong current running through the upper body). One hypothesis is that it results from disrupted REM sleep, which normally induces complete muscle atonia to prevent sleepers from acting out their dreams. Sleep paralysis has been linked to disorders such as narcolepsy, migraines, anxiety disorders, and obstructive sleep apnea; however, it can also occur in isolation.

The two major classifications of sleep paralysis are isolated sleep paralysis (ISP) and the significantly rarer recurrent isolated sleep paralysis (RISP, which is what I have). ISP episodes are infrequent, and may occur only once in an individual’s lifetime, while recurrent isolated sleep paralysis is a chronic condition, and can recur throughout a person’s lifetime. RISP episodes can last for up to an hour or longer, and have a much higher occurrence of perceived out of body experiences, while ISP episodes are generally short (usually no longer than one minute) and are typically associated with the intruder and incubus visitations (See Post: The Incubus & Succubus). With RISP the individual can also suffer back-to-back episodes of sleep paralysis in the same night, which is unlikely in individuals who suffer from ISP.

It can be difficult to differentiate between cataplexy brought on by narcolepsy and true sleep paralysis, because the two phenomena are physically indistinguishable. The best way to differentiate between the two is to note when the attacks occur most often. Narcolepsy attacks are more common when the individual is falling asleep; ISP and RISP attacks are more common upon awakening.

Physiologically, sleep paralysis is closely related to REM atonia, the paralysis that occurs as a natural part of REM (rapid eye movement) sleep. Sleep paralysis occurs either when falling asleep, or when awakening from a session. When it occurs upon falling asleep, the person remains aware while the body shuts down for REM sleep, a condition called hypnagogic or predormital sleep paralysis. When it occurs upon awakening, the person becomes aware before the REM cycle is complete, and it is called hypnopompic or postdormital (I have experienced both). The paralysis can last from several seconds to several minutes, with some rare cases being hours, “by which the individual may experience panic symptoms” (described below). As the correlation with REM sleep suggests, the paralysis is not complete: use of EOG traces shows that eye movement is still possible during such episodes; however, the individual experiencing sleep paralysis is unable to speak.

Le Cauchemar (The Nightmare), by Eugène Thivier (1894)

Hypnagogic and hypnopompic visions and hearing a demonic voice when resistance is attempted are symptoms commonly experienced during episodes of sleep paralysis. Some scientists have proposed this condition as an explanation for reports of ghost parasites and alien visits (See Post: Alien Deception: Aliens Are Not Extra-Terrestrials, They’re Extra-Dimensionals). Some suggest that reports of extraterrestrial involvements are related to sleep paralysis rather than to temporal lobe lability. There are three main types of these visions that can be linked to pathologic neurophysiology; including the belief that there is an intruder in the room, the incubus, and vestibular motor sensations.

Many people who experience sleep paralysis are struck with a deep sense of terror when they sense a menacing presence in the room while paralyzed—hereafter referred to as the intruder. A neurological interpretation of this phenomenon is that it results from a hyper-vigilant state created in the midbrain. More specifically, the emergency response is activated in the brain when individuals wake up paralyzed and feel vulnerable to attack. This helplessness can intensify the effects of the threat response well above the level typical of normal dreams, which could explain why such visions during sleep paralysis are so vivid. Normally the threat-activated vigilance system is a protective mechanism to differentiate between dangerous situations and to determine whether the fear response is appropriate. Some hypothesize that the threat vigilance system is evolutionarily biased to interpret ambiguous stimuli as dangerous, because “erring on the side of caution” increases survival chances. This hypothesis could account for why the threatening presence is perceived as being evil. The amygdala is heavily involved in the threat activation response mechanism, which is implicated in both intruder and incubus SP visions.

The specific pathway through which the threat-activated vigilance system acts is not well understood. One possibility is that the thalamus receives sensory information and sends it on the amygdala, which regulates emotional experience. Another is that the amygdaloid complex, anterior cingulate, and the structures in the pontine tegmentum interact to create the vision. It is also highly possible that SP hallucinations could result from a combination of these. The anterior cingulate has an extensive array of cortical connections to other cortical areas, which enables it to integrate the various sensations and emotions into the unified sensorium we experience. The amygdaloid complex helps us interpret emotional experience and act appropriately. This is conducive to directing the individual’s attention to the most pertinent stimuli in a potentially dangerous situation so that the individual can take self-protective measures.

Proper amygdaloid complex function requires input from the thalamus, which creates a thalamoamygdala pathway capable of bypassing the intense scrutiny of incoming stimuli to enable quick responses in a potentially life-threatening situation. Typically, situations assessed as non-threatening are disregarded. In sleep paralysis, however, those pathways can become over-excited and move into a state of hyper-vigilance in which the mind perceives every external stimulus as a threat. The hyper-vigilance response can lead to the creation of endogenous stimuli that contribute to the perceived threat. A similar process may explain the experience of the incubus presence, with slight variations, in which the evil presence is perceived by the subject to be attempting to suffocate them, either by pressing heavily on the chest or by strangulation.

A neurological explanation hold that this results from a combination of the threat vigilance activation system and the muscle paralysis associated with sleep paralysis that removes voluntary control of breathing. Several features of REM breathing patterns exacerbate the feeling of suffocation. These include shallow rapid breathing, hypercapnia, and slight blockage of the airway, which is a symptom prevalent in sleep apnea patients. According to this account, the subject attempts to breathe deeply and finds herself unable to do so, creating a sensation of resistance, which the threat-activated vigilance system interprets as an unearthly being sitting on her chest, threatening suffocation. The sensation of entrapment causes a feedback loop when the fear of suffocation increases as a result of continued helplessness, causing the subject to struggle to end the SP episode.

The intruder and incubus experiences highly correlate with one another, and moderately correlate with the third characteristic experience, vestibular-motor disorientation, also known as out-of-body experiences, which differ from the other two in not involving the threat-activated vigilance system. Under normal conditions, medial and vestibular nuclei, cortical, thalamic, and cerebellar centers coordinate things such as head and eye movement, and orientation in space. A neurological hypothesis is that in sleep paralysis, these mechanisms—which usually coordinate body movement and provide information on body position—become activated and, because there is no actual movement, induce a floating sensation. The vestibular nuclei in particular has been identified as being closely related to dreaming during the REM stage of sleep. According to this hypothesis, vestibular-motor disorientation, unlike the intruder and incubus experiences, arise from completely endogenous sources of stimuli.

The original definition of sleep paralysis was codified by Samuel Johnson in his A Dictionary of the English Language as nightmare, a term that evolved into our modern definition. Such sleep paralysis was widely considered the work of demons, and more specifically incubi, which were thought to sit on the chests of sleepers. In Old English the name for these beings was mare or mære (from a proto-Germanic *marōn, cf. Old Norse mara), hence comes the mare part in nightmare. The word might be etymologically cognate to Greek Marōn (in the Odyssey) and Sanskrit Māra.

Various forms of magic and spiritual possession/oppression were also advanced as causes.

‘The Night Hag’ is a generic name for a fantastic creature from the folklore of various peoples which is used to explain the phenomenon of sleep paralysis (See Post: Lilith the Night Hag). A common description is that a person feels a presence of a supernatural malevolent being which immobilizes the person as if sitting on his/her chest.  Various cultures have various names for this phenomenon and/or supernatural character.

The Nightmare is a 2015 documentary that discusses the causes of sleep paralysis as seen through extensive interviews with participants, and the experiences are re-enacted by professional actors. The “real-life” horror film debuted at the Sundance Film Festival on January 26, 2015 and premiered in theatres on June 5, 2015.

To be continued…

The Cosmic Chess Match: The Battlefield is in Your Mind


2 Corinthians 10:3-12 – English Standard Version (ESV)

For though we walk in the flesh, we are not waging war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh but have divine power to destroy strongholds. We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ, being ready to punish every disobedience, when your obedience is complete.

Look at what is before your eyes. If anyone is confident that he is Christ’s, let him remind himself that just as he is Christ’s, so also are we. For even if I boast a little too much of our authority, which the Lord gave for building you up and not for destroying you, I will not be ashamed. I do not want to appear to be frightening you with my letters. 10 For they say, “His letters are weighty and strong, but his bodily presence is weak, and his speech of no account.” 11 Let such a person understand that what we say by letter when absent, we do when present. 12 Not that we dare to classify or compare ourselves with some of those who are commending themselves. But when they measure themselves by one another and compare themselves with one another, they are without understanding.

Spiritual warfare is and will continue to be a common theme here on 3 Minutes to Midnight. Spiritually speaking, the battles we face on a daily basis take place in our heads. The issues we face in the physical realm are manifest symptoms of our inner spiritual battle. The battlefield is in your mind. The war that is going on is FOR your mind.

For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh:

(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;)

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.. – 2 Corinthians 10:3-5

What and who are we if we aren’t our personalities; our convictions and beliefs? This is why knowledge of truth is so important, because it shapes who we are and where we’re going. Our true identities are hidden and preserved for us, inside the truth. When we become conscious of something and believe it wholeheartedly it changes our worldview and points us in a new direction. This is why it says in the Bible that God’s people are destroyed by a lack of knowledge. We live in a fallen world and we’re stuck here until we move on to the next. Humans by nature are “children of wrath”. We are sinners by default; self-preservation comes naturally, as it does to any animal. The difference between us and them (the animals) is our spirit. Our goal is to shed our animalistic (self-preserving flesh) nature and discover and truly live and breathe Christ-consciousness, with thankfulness. Oh and hey, I’m part native but I still stand by what I’m saying here. Respect for creation and it’s creatures is a good thing, yes; but in everything we must draw lines until it becomes a clear picture. This may come as a surprise to you – but you are worth more than the animals, though they are valuable.

Ephesians 2:1-5 – English Standard Version (ESV)

By Grace Through Faith

And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience— among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved—

We are expected to work hard towards capturing our thoughts and bringing them into obedience to Jesus. Every thought? Yes. Every. Single. Thought. All of them. As it is in a physical war, so it is with the spiritual. As above, so below. A war consists of many battles; we win some, we lose some. The fact remains though that God has already won this war. You have the advantage of knowing which side will win. The question though, is will you die in the process? This is where free will comes in. Will you die? Are you willing to fight for life or will you roll over and allow death to overtake you? How do you prep for battle? Are you a deflector? Are you a prisoner of war? A treasonous traitor? Are you in the front lines or are you busy hiding behind a wall of dead bodies? When you see the enemy coming, do you fight or do you flee? Can you imagine what this battle would look like if it manifested in the flesh, with each one of us playing a part? What part would you be playing? Are you a Pawn? A Knight? A Bishop? Do you guard the King or run head-long into the path of the Adversary’s Queen Babylon? Are you becoming a part of the body that makes up your King’s Queen? Are you becoming a member of the Body of Christ? The Bride of Christ? Do you remember Esther? Do you see what I’m saying or do you play chess with a blindfold on?

Speaking of pawns; contrary to popular belief, they do have value. They are extremely useful and they absolutely serve a purpose.

1 Corinthians 12 – English Standard Version (ESV)

Spiritual Gifts

12 Now concerning spiritual gifts, brothers, I do not want you to be uninformed. You know that when you were pagans you were led astray to mute idols, however you were led. Therefore I want you to understand that no one speaking in the Spirit of God ever says “Jesus is accursed!” and no one can say “Jesus is Lord” except in the Holy Spirit.

Now there are varieties of gifts, but the same Spirit; and there are varieties of service, but the same Lord; and there are varieties of activities, but it is the same God who empowers them all in everyone. To each is given the manifestation of the Spirit for the common good. For to one is given through the Spirit the utterance of wisdom, and to another the utterance of knowledge according to the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit, 10 to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another the ability to distinguish between spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues. 11 All these are empowered by one and the same Spirit, who apportions to each one individually as he wills.

One Body with Many Members

12 For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ. 13 For in one Spirit we were all baptized into one body—Jews or Greeks, slaves or free—and all were made to drink of one Spirit.

14 For the body does not consist of one member but of many. 15 If the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” that would not make it any less a part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” that would not make it any less a part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would be the sense of hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where would be the sense of smell? 18 But as it is, God arranged the members in the body, each one of them, as he chose. 19 If all were a single member, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, yet one body.

21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I have no need of you,” nor again the head to the feet, “I have no need of you.” 22 On the contrary, the parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and on those parts of the body that we think less honorable we bestow the greater honor, and our unpresentable parts are treated with greater modesty, 24 which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so composed the body, giving greater honor to the part that lacked it, 25 that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. 26 If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together.

27 Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it. 28 And God has appointed in the church first apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then miracles, then gifts of healing, helping, administrating, and various kinds of tongues. 29 Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 30 Do all possess gifts of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret? 31 But earnestly desire the higher gifts.

And I will show you a still more excellent way.

1 Corinthians 13 – English Standard Version (ESV)

The Way of Love

13 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

So again I reiterate: What part are you playing in this war, who’s side are you assisting and how prepared and willing are you to fight to defend it?

Only a Faithless Generation

6ef5ac15b08d6efb3a2f2870856571f7So many people are looking for signs; so many of us are hunting for reason, searching for purpose, seeking something higher than ourselves. We collect evidence, argue opinions, debate everything, seek out people who will tell us what we want to hear and refuse to allow ourselves to be convinced of things we should already know.

When did we become so stubborn and blind? How many alarms have to go off before we wake up?

Matthew 16:1-4 – King James Version (KJV)

16 The Pharisees also with the Sadducees came, and tempting desired him that he would shew them a sign from heaven.

He answered and said unto them, When it is evening, ye say, It will be fair weather: for the sky is red.

And in the morning, It will be foul weather to day: for the sky is red and lowering. O ye hypocrites, ye can discern the face of the sky; but can ye not discern the signs of the times?

A wicked and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given unto it, but the sign of the prophet Jonah. And he left them, and departed.

I got some bad news today. More bad news. News that most people would consider devastating or heartbreaking. News I never wanted to hear and never thought I would hear.. because streaks of calamity like this only happen to other people, and sometimes in the movies, right?

I received a short text message from my dad today, 14 words that readjusted my floppy sails. I went kind of dumb and numb for a few minutes, then I cried and prayed for a bit, then realization swept over me in a way that isn’t easy to explain. We’ll see how long it takes me to get this out without publishing too many private details. I just looked at the clock, it’s 4:44 p.m. When I checked the time earlier it was 3:33 and when I checked the time before that it was 1:11, obviously. I’m having one of those days again, but I digress (sort of).

At face value, these problems seem insurmountable. These issues seem endless. The bad news comes in waves and the waves recede only long enough for me to catch half a breath, then they crash over me again. This is not a cry for help though. On the contrary – this is a declaration of stability. I am not drowning.

How much of our lives is really an illusion? Is this reality we’ve become accustomed to the beginning and end of everything? Is this earth the Alpha and Omega? Of course not. There are so many things beyond the scope of our polluted vision that we can’t grasp unless they’re handed to us, which begs the question: When? When are these elusive things handed to us? I believe the answer to that is always. The truth and the answers are always in our faces and standing right in front of us. We trip over and smash into them daily but still don’t see because our eyes are closed and our ears are covered. We’re like indignant little kids, stuck inside the boundaries of this playpen called Earth, covering our ears and closing our eyes, complaining and stressing, feeling hopeless or even panic-stricken, and waiting for someone to come along and impress us, entertain us, save us, pamper us, deliver us, sacrifice for us. When did we inherit this sense of entitlement? Who died and made us kings? It most certainly wasn’t us, which renders us undeserving.

We are still alive, if you can even call it that. Our sense of reality is morbidly skewed and there’s something vitally significant that we aren’t getting. There are things we don’t understand. So many of us hear these things and recite them to others but fail to absorb the information ourselves. I know this because I have been guilty of it on more than one occasion.

2 Timothy 3:1-10 – English Standard Version (ESV)

Godlessness in the Last Days

3 But understand this, that in the last days there will come times of difficulty. For people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, heartless, unappeasable, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not loving good, treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power. Avoid such people. For among them are those who creep into households and capture weak women, burdened with sins and led astray by various passions, always learning and never able to arrive at a knowledge of the truth. Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so these men also oppose the truth, men corrupted in mind and disqualified regarding the faith. But they will not get very far, for their folly will be plain to all, as was that of those two men.

In our ignorance we push and clamor and crash around our padded playpen and still manage to succeed in destroying ourselves despite being confined to the safety of our bound and limited physical environment. So many blessings pass over us because we’re too busy focusing on the blinding neon distraction that is the material world, instead of considering all the wonders we can’t see and reaching for them before they pass us by. Why is it so hard to ask ourselves what we’re missing, what we don’t know – when it’s so easy to complain that we don’t have enough of what we want? Do we not lack what we want as a result of lacking the understanding that we need to pick it up? And when our needs are met, is that not the result of a loving God who knows what we need even when we don’t?

Hosea 4:6 – King James Version (KJV)

My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.

God literally IS Love and Truth. To reject Love and Truth is to reject God, and to reject God is to reject Love and Truth.

We weren’t given life so we would give up and die. We were given life so that we could live and we were given Christ so that we could live more abundantly. And I don’t mean rolling around in piles of money, by the way. Money is literally one of the dirtiest, filthiest things on Earth and not by coincidence either. I don’t want to die only to leave an epic legacy of wasted oxygen and a list of complaints so long it could be wrapped around a football stadium. I want to live right now and walk on these killer waves like I would a solid foundation, and humbly embrace the gifts that God has offered me. The only way to do that is through faith in the love and power of God. It’s kind of hard to see when your eyes are clamped shut or busy rolling into the back of your head, isn’t it? We need faith to see why faith isn’t blind. We need to care enough about truth, justice and love to give it a chance. We have to give it the benefit of the doubt to start seeing all the things that are hidden in plain sight.

John 14:12-14 – King James Version (KJV)

12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.

13 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.

14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it.

The kicker is that to whom much is given, much is required. No one is going to understand what I’m saying here unless they already have understanding.

When I received that news today I did the human thing and freaked out a bit, but the calm came quickly when a collection of many eclectic thoughts and memories suddenly popped into my head at once at the most illogical time. I guess you could say I had an epiphany. I am an analyst by design, it is both a strength and a weakness. It’s exceedingly difficult to sneak things past me. I can’t help it, I was born to see the fault-lines and zero in on the little things from miles away. When people talk to me I hear what they are saying but I also listen to the unspoken words and read between the lines. The world falls apart and back together in my head. I deconstruct and rebuild the invisible just to see how it works. These are not the ramblings of an insane person, this is not wishful thinking or ego or delusions brought on by confusion. These are logical and simplifying metaphorical illustrations of things that are incredibly complicated and equally difficult to explain coherently without utilizing metaphors. Our earthly existence is one big giant metaphor made up of countless little timeless metaphors, with finite and dying lies thrown in that make things appear random to those who can’t see. Even the definition of the word metaphor gives an example of the word’s meaning by saying “A mighty fortress is our God”, and the definition of parable is “a short allegorical story designed to illustrate or teach some truth, religious principle or moral lesson.”  The lies are caused by a serial generational lack of understanding. Parables and metaphors are a tell-tale sign of knowledge of the truth, but I am not claiming to be knowledgeable, lest I cause myself to stop learning by allowing pride to creep in and stupefy me. There are more than a billion things I don’t know, but one thing I do know is this: There is no truth in chaos. Nothing is random. Nothing under the sun is new. Everything here is either carefully recycled, replayed, reinvented… or clumsily regurgitated old stuff. Darkness is not really the opposite of light; darkness is only the absence of light. Likewise, chaos is nothing but the absence of order. Darkness and Chaos are not.

Proverbs 12:19 – English Standard Version (ESV)

19 Truthful lips endure forever,
    but a lying tongue is but for a moment.

Do you see what I see? I see the walls crumbling. I see the veil lifting, I’m looking at the Temple curtain torn in two. I’m watching barriers dissolve. I recognize that matter is only energy, held together by the will of God. The waves are steps towards Heaven but the Kingdom is inside me. I find myself and discover my own identity by finding God; or rather, I discover my identity when God finds me. I am not God, there is only The One, but He loves me and lives in me and I in Him. I am just a lowly but loved, undeserving but blessed servant who is called a child and a friend of The Almighty when I am connected to Him. My life is just a wisp, a vapor – tiny and insignificant but He keeps it going. Do you know what Love is? Do you see what I see? I see signs of calculated intention by a loving God who knows what we’re going through, who knows and desires to bring order out of chaos and light where there is none. A God who has already won the war; the cosmic chess match of the ages.

Romans 8:28 – New King James Version (NKJV)

28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

I light a candle with the match that God has given me and I watch the darkness flee for it’s life when it doesn’t even have one. Only a faithless generation would ask for signs, because the ones who have faith can already see them.


When Isaac grew up and was about to be weaned, Abraham prepared a huge feast to celebrate the occasion. – Genesis 21:8

Have you lost sight of the importance of celebrating God’s blessings? Sometimes we overlook celebrations and think of them as frivolous, costly or unimportant; but it is during these times of celebration that we remember the most. Feasting over God’s blessings encourages us and motivates us to continue on our journey of pressing on towards the goal for the prize of the upward call of God through Christ Jesus. (Philippians 3:14) Do you have an occasion, large or small, in your life to celebrate? Take time to celebrate it.

Happy Birthday to my little brother.

Isaiah 41:10 – New King James Version (NKJV)

10 Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’

The Whole Armor of God

Ephesians 6:12 King James Version (KJV)

12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Ephesians 6:10-18 King James Version (KJV)

10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.

11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;

16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:

18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints